I can’t believe you would do that to me. I thought we would’ve something. You lead me on to believe that we had something special, when in reality we were basically nothing. Just a simple hookup, it sucks because I can’t really tell you this in person, because you would think I was weird or something. I have never really been in a relationship before? You were probably the closest thing to something I could have had. I really started to like you as a person. You would tell me so much; it made me feel good about myself. I thought about you every day, and to this day. You’re perfect; I loved every bit of you, until you purposely started acting like an asshole. I hate you but I want to make out with you all the time. I fell for you… hard. It’s the worst feeling ever to have someone not feel the exact same way you feel. I’ve never been “pretty” till now I guess. I seriously thought we had something going on. I mean you probably don’t feel the same way I feel because you have been in serious relationship and I haven’t. I’m treating this as a break up. You know you talked to me day and night. When you could and when I could. You now complain how you don’t have a girlfriend but I was always there. And it pisses me the fuck off. I feel absolutely worthless and used. I now feel that every guy is just trying to get in my pants. I have extreme daddy issues. It totally sucks because you never actually got to know the real me. I feel like texting this to you right now. But you would totally get creeped out. I’m sorry if I was ever annoying. I probably am. I’m so sorry. I and guys never really get along. I would wake up every day looking forward to hang out. Allot of my friends told me to cut you off. But I didn’t listen. I kept it going with you. You probably think I’m an idiot because I was still making out with you after you clearly told me you didn’t want anything. It sucks now because you just walk past me now. As if like we weren’t anything. But I hope now that you’re happy. Even though I’m lying. I hope karma bites you in the ass for being an asshole like that to me, I would go to your games and freeze my ass, I would make time for you. You did to, but you didn’t even want to hang out with me. I guess you felt bad for me. Well don’t. I will find someone better than you even though you are all I want at the moment. It sucks; I wish I would’ve never fallen for you ever. My heart hurts, like it really does. But what was weird is that I would imagine you meeting my mom and we would just be happy. You would always be there for me and I would do the same. I could’ve been the best thing you would have ever had. But you didn’t give me a chance to show you, I would always be there but you never really cared about me. That was probably the worst fear I’ve ever had. You would talk to other girl, not to mention they were my friend’s asshole. It just hurt so much. This is just a temporary feeling that I have. I know that one day I will have big ones. But this has been on my mind all day and every day. It sucks because you don’t really give a fuck. It hurts the most. Your voice is always popping up in my head. I hope I die right now so when they see this they would automatically show this to you and make you feel down. I hate this feeling so goddamn much. I hate you, but I want you, sorry for my stupid ass emotions.
Joe was basically like, “sit the fuck down motherfuckers ima tell you a story”
"Try it try it"
maybe she was trying to say i’m sorry ok
COME ON JOE
i dont get it? like what you mean? they smoked weed together but wwhat?
“We even did a Good Housekeeping story with our mom where we were wearing these horrible pastels. It makes me cringe just to think about it.”